Send me asks, anon or not.
I’m not psychotic, but I am a little crazy. I just find serial killers fascinating. I’m a forensic psychology major with a minor in criminology, so I think it’s fitting. Though I do find Ted Bundy extremely attractive.
Hello, there bitch! Are you comfortable right now? I doubt it. Wrists and ankles chained, gagged, probably blindfolded. You are disoriented and scared, too, I would imagine. Perfectly normal under the circumstances. For a little while at least, you need to get your shit together and listen to this tape. It is very relevant to your situation. I’m going to tell you in detail why you have been kidnapped, what’s going to happen to you, and how long you’ll be here. I don’t know the details of your capture, because this tape is being created July 23, 1993. The information I’m going to give you is based on my experiences dealing with captives over a period of several years. If at a future date, there are any major changes in our procedures, this tape will be upgraded. Now, you are obviously here against your will. Totally helpless. Don’t know where you’re at. Don’t know what’s going to happen to you. You’re scared or pissed off. I’m sure that you’ve already tried to get your wrists and ankles loose, and know you can’t. Now you’re waiting to see what’s going to happen next. You probably think you’re going to get raped, and you’re fucking right about that. Our primary interest is what you’ve got between your legs. You’ll be raped thoroughly and repeatedly in every hole you’ve got, because basically, you’ve been snatched and brought here for us to train and use as a sex slave. Sound kind of far out? Well, I suppose it is for the uniniated but we do it all the time. Its gonna take a lot of adjustment on your part, and you’re not going to like it a fucking bit, but I don’t give a rat’s ass about that. Its not like youre gonna have any say about the matter. You’ve been taken by force, and you’re going to be kept and used by force.
REMEMBER WOMAN WILL DO OR SAY ANYTHING TO GET LOOSE
EXCUSES and SOB STORIES:
KIDS WITH BABYSITTER
A SICK BABY
A SICK PARENT
MISSED BY HUSBAND OR FRIEND
CAN’T MISS SCHOOL
DON’T LET HER GET TO YOU
IF SHE WAS WORTH TAKING-SHE IS WORTH KEEPING AND SHE MUST BE SUBJECTED TO HYPNOSIS BEFORE THE WOMAN CAN BE SAFELY RELEASED. NEVER TRUST A CHAINED CAPTIVE.
"Sex is one of my downfalls. I get sex any way I can get it. If I have to force somebody to do it, I do…I rape them; I’ve done that. I’ve killed animals to have sex with them, and I’ve had sex while they’re alive." -Henry Lee Lucas
How did you travel?
We left the house and I took the train on 9th Avenue and 14th Street. We went to Sedgwick Avenue and I forget just how we did it, but we transferred from there to Van Cortlandt Park. There we took the New York and Putnam Branch, 4368 New York Central Railroad, to Worthington, New York, Westchester County.
And that makes it that you arrived in Worthington about what time?
We arrived there, I guess, about a little after three. Walked all the way in from Worthington to Elmsford, there was a trolley car at that time running into White Plains.
When you got off the train at Worthington, you had forgotten the package [containing the cleaver, knife, and saw], is that right?
Yes, it was wrapped up and stood up in striped canvas and stood on its end, leaning up against the window side of the car, we were both almost out of the train and the girl happened to look back; she said "You forgot your package" and she ran back and got it.
Did you tell her what was in it?
We walked up the road to a two-family house.
Was it occupied?
No; empty; it still is empty. Outside was a field of wildflowers, and I said, "You play out here in the yard while I go in." So I went in and I opened this package and spread it out on the floor. I expected to be spattered up with blood, so I took off my clothing, put them in a closet.
How was she dressed?
When we left her house she had on a blue coat, light pale blue hat, underneath that was a white dress, underwear, shoes, and stockings.
What kind of shoes did she have on?
White shoes and stockings pure white....On the way up to the house, it was kind of warm, so I said, "Take off your hat and coat." She did. I rolled the hat under the coat and put it under a rock, the water had formed an aperture running down the hill to put a package there.
That was on the way up.
Then I went to the window and called the little girl, Grace, to come up. When she got to the top of the steps, one flight up, she appeared to be kind of frightened and started to run back. I grabbed her and she said she will tell her Mama, so I took her into the room and choked her to death, and I cut the body up into three pieces. I tried to drink the warm blood but it made me sick.
What made you kill her, choke her and kill her?
I had been reading a lot of cases of children being kidnapped, that Bobby White case, I recalled that and several other cases; then I had a brother who served five years in the navy, United States Navy, was honorably discharged, and he used to relate to me when I was quite small-he was the oldest of my mother's seven children, Walter H. Fish was his name is, he had been to China when there was famine, when they were using human flesh for food. He used to tell us a lot of these things, and that got into my head.
Did you commit any rape on her?
Never entered my head.
What tools did you use to kill?
The knife to cut her throat, yes, and chopped her with the cleaver.
Did you use the saw?
I separated the joints, the arm joints, the leg joints, and had to do two boilings. I think I used four boxes of Soilex for each one, put in the upper portion of the body and boiled that for about two hours and then the lower portion for another two hours. The Soilex removes all the flesh, turns it into a jellylike substance and it just rinses off. Then I laid the clean bones in a light bleach solution, left them there for a day and spread them out on either newspaper or cloth and let them dry for about a week in the bedroom.
"Like an addiction, you keep craving something that is harder, something which gives you a greater sense of excitement. Until you reach a point where the pornography only goes so far, you reach that jumping off point where you begin to wonder if maybe actually doing it would give you that which is beyond just reading or looking at it." -Ted Bundy
It’s cold and gloomy here in New York, but that’s okay because the weather fits my mood-gloomy. Dad, the world is getting dark now. I can feel it more and more. The people, they are developing a hatred for me. You wouldn’t believe how much some people hate me. Many of them want to kill me. I don’t even know these people, but they still hate me. Most of them are young. I walk down the street and they spit and kick at me. The girls call me ugly and they bother me the most. The guys just laugh. Anyhow, things will soon change for the better.